Hanging out x3

Aurastar padded out of her den and down the jaggedrock. She looked around camp,empty. She sighed and looked up at the sky,longing for answers.

Occ: I'm bored...join in ^^

ooc: o3o...must join.

ic: Blackstorm padded out of his den with a yawn, and sat down, grooming his dark fur. He nodded to Aurastar in simple greeting.

Auraheart nodded in greeting, she flicked her tail,signaling for him to join her.

Blackstorm padded over with two mice. He dropped one at her paws, dipping his head. "Morning." He meowed simply, is in regular attitude.

Aurastar bit into the mouse and looked at Blackstorm "Heard anything from Starclan?"

"No, why? Something on your mind I should look out for?" The medicine cat mewed, biting into his own mouse.

Aurastar swallowed "Actually,yes. I wanna know why Greystar did what she did and left us"

Blackstorm looked up at Aurastar, not surprised. "You don't need a sign to know that." He began, surprisingly gentle. "She was a good cat once in life, but the days grew tough for her, and she feared the clan no longer trusted her the way they used to when she was young. Greystar tried her best to endure through it, so she didn't have to leave her clan in shock, but it got too much for her to handle, and she..." He trailed off, sighing. "She left us. It can't be helped. If only things had been different, Greystar may still be here today, leading our clan, to he best it can be. Maybe all those fights inside the clan would have never happened."

Aurastar teared up "I didn't want this. I didn't want her to leave me with all this responsibility. I don't know how to lead a clan."

"You're doing well so far. No one seems to doubt that you were a good choice of leader. I'm proud of you." Blackstorm mewed. "I'm sure Greystar would be too..." He layed his tail tip comfortingly on hr shoulder before whisking it away quickly.

"They're inclined to do that Blackstorm. No one has ever said bad things to their new leader becuase it's stressful. Kinda like being punished" she murmured.

Blackstorm perked his ears in surprise. "You think your clanmates doubt you? Half this clan would openly speak out if they thought something was wrong with any of it's members. So far, it seems as if everyone is happy and proud of their new leader." he mewed, flicking his tail in sudden annoyance. "Now straighten up a little. You got to believe that you're doing a good job. I bet you didn't know that when you think negative things, those things can become reality by your actions without you even trying. It's the same thing with good things." He mewed with a huff of amusement.

ooc: Random emotion switching: Surprised then annoyed then amused. wtf .3.'

Aurastar huffed "I'm not doubting myself, I didn't want her to leave me. I was only deputy for a few days, I do thik some cats doubt me..." she meowed..

Blackstorm rolled his eyes, seeing his arguments were hopeless. "Well if it makes you feel better I will look out for signs and tell you if starclan says anything like 'You are not the right leader' or whatever." He huffed, getting to his paws and grabbing his mouse as if going to finish his prey elsewhere.

Aurastar hunkered down "See, even you hate me" she mumbled


Occ: heh..sorry,had to go to Taco Bell. x3

ooc: Tacos....;u;

ic: Blackstorm stopped and glared at her. "That shows you don't trust me then. I don't hate you, but I don't like your gloomy attitude." He growled, padding away.

Aurastar wiped one eye "If I didn't trust you then you would never have been medicine cat this long. And I definitely wouldn't have let you give me the Poppy seeds"

"I mean now. You don't trust me anymore. You don't trust that I believe in you as a good leader and you don't believe what I'm saying is true." Blackstorm explained, a little more calm but still angry.

"No, If I didn't believe you then I would've exiled you a long time ago. But I do, I just don't believe i'm leading this clan to it's fullest. We barely have members anymore"

He sat down but still didn't come any closer. "Maybe we could do something to bring the clan closer, like a day off or something." Blackstorm suggested.

"Why? Someone always ends up arguing" Aurastar huffed.

"I'll be there." Blackstorm mewed in a kind of dark offering. "Remember that huge argument with Greystar and Littlelight? I helped break that up. I can help you with these things, you know. You're not alone." He huffed, reminding her that she was not the only cat ho was going to have to deal with any cats who got upset on a day that was supposed to be happy. "Besides I don't see why anyone would want to argue. There's been nothing to argue about."

Aurastar snorted "Littlelight..." she looked at him "I know i'm not the only one that has to go through this but...If Shadowclan falls apart,it's my duty as leader to prevent it. I feel like I have no one on my side" she turned her head.

Blackstorm blinked at her. "Are you kidding?" He muttered after a moment of silence. "Everyone is at your side, Aurastar. We are a clan. No one would blame you if something goes wrong. If anyone does, I'll be at your side, and so will the clan. Why can't you see that? This entire conversation you seemed to be overwelmed by the fact you feel as if anything can go wrong at any minute. You're too tense. Well if anything goes wrong, we are prepared. If you don't believe me, then do something about it. Ask everyone if they are prepared for an ambush that could happen at any minute for all I care." he huffed, finishing his mouse. "You know, one of the reasons Greystar had is rough was the same feeling you have now, and even though it was minor compared to the rest of trouble she faced with her history, look where it got her."

"I would never do what Greystar done and abandon my clan. I love my clan,and yes I do believer were ready for ambush. I don't believe Littlelight is fully on my side now. I feel like I have no one, not even you"