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So, allot of problems lately ;u;

Mom and Dad are fighting about where i'm gonna live, stepdad and Mom aren't..getting along too well.
I was depressed because..I'm so far away from boyfriend but...Something today in church just snapped and now i'm just...furious at everyone besides him. Espically his parents.I went to the eye doctor and they said i'm basically blind in my left eye and i have to go get scans done. To be honest...lately, I've been considering suicide. Thinking..I'm getting better..And don't think that anymore ,so don't worry you guys, I couldn't live or die without bf <3 And I don't plan on dying soon, so ^^ ..Sorry to all my apprentices and to all places where I have duties but..yea. I feel like everything has gone wrong and...nothing will change till i'm gone.

So I wont be on much because of constant moving and temper problems..

Ivyyyyyyyyyyy *Hugs*
Hope you feel better soon, and that everything works out.

Oh, Ivy, it's ok. Don't feel bad. They're good times and bad times, right? Don't commit suicide. Lots of people love you. It's ok, Ivy, don't feel bad. Always try to find the bright side of things, no matter how bleak. Light will shine through somewhere. Then you just gotta follow it.

*Pats* I believe everyone here is strong enough to pull through tough times like these...

Which is weird considering I'm saying this with no doubt despite the fact I didn't exactly "pull through" that fight with Ice-Nvm XD I'M SUCH A GOOD ROLL MODEL FOR YOU GUYS

Lol anyways get better soon 8D